You were always
You were always around
I was distant
I was resistant to be helped
To be found
You were hoping
You could save me from myself,
From my hell,
But the best parts of you died
Every time you tried
Every time you failed
I'll bite the bullet
I'll take the pills
They won't be the death of me
Nothing will
You sank your teeth in
I sucked out the venom
And swallowed it down
You played the victim
I played the villain
Then we turned it around
And back around
The coalesced blood burned,
But still we never learned once it formed
We kept biting more
I'll bite the bullet
I'll take the pills
They won't be the death of me
Nothing will
You'll sink your fangs in
And take my will
You can be the death of me
I'll love you still
Colourless in the air
Breathe me in
Poisonous; you don't care
Drink me in